day 9..earlier morning 3am

now is 3am..i still cant sleep..haiz..i know she just only go to bed nia..i saw she offline at 2:30am..change her msn message at 2:07am..haiz..i so sad la..i saw her msn msg write..she let -Today Gib Many Ppl Say Me Lie Them Many Times Le-...i read le..i wanna ask her why..but i scare she dun like me ask..cause i not her bf..i wan to care for her..i scare she dun like also..haiz.. cant ask her go sleep early..i not her bf le..cant so care for her..but my mind n heart still care..really hard la..cant take action for care her le..haiz..i really sad la..i not cant let her go..is i worry bout her after i not around her..i scare she get hurt..is really hard to say wat`s the feel la..haiz..hope she will give me a chance la..cynthia teh xiao tying i love you..k la..i really tired le..